I have been in this relationship with a man for about two years now. We met when I was still working for London escorts and we are still seeing each other. My life has changed a lot since I worked for London escorts, and I like to live to a slightly different lifestyle. At the moment, I am back at college and loving every minute of it, and I also hold down a part time job. I love the stability in my life, and I must admit I feel a lot better about myself.
The man I met at London escorts is a bit of a bad boy. You never know what is going to happen from one moment to the next. When we first started going out, I thought he was a really exciting guy to spend time with, but since then I have changed my mind. Now, he up and down lifestyle really annoys me, and I long for a bit more certainty in my life. Okay, I know he does not actually follow a very straight lifestyle, and is actually a bit on the naughty side. His brother has been in jail, and if my boyfriend does not watch out, I think he will end up in prison as well.
One of the other girls who left London escorts around the same time as I did, also started to date one of her former London escorts gent. He is a bit older than she is, and has this super calm personality. I like him a lot and he is the sort of guy you know where you are with. They seem happy together and I do wish I had kept in touch with some of the other gents I used to date at the agency. Perhaps my life would not have turned into such a rollercoaster ride.
Am I in love with my boyfriend? The other day, I found myself wondering just that. We had been out for dinner rather late, and all of a sudden he had to get away. He gave me cab fare home, and once I got home, I did start to ask myself where he had gone. To be honest, I did not feel entirely comfortable. If he told me what was doing perhaps I would feel a bit better, but he never used to do so even when we dated at London escorts.
Should I ditch him? Some days I wake up and I think I would be better off ditching this guy. He is really handsome, but he does worry me. One of the sexy girls at the most incredible London escorts I used to work with, told me when I left that she would not go out with this guy. She always had a good feel for people, and I am beginning to think she was right. Perhaps it is about time I ditched this guy and find myself a man who causes me fewer problems. When I come to think of it, I should not really have to worry about what my boyfriend gets up to. It probably means he is getting up to no good.